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PARTIALLY LOCKED. ADD TO VIEW FULL. [Feb. 26th, 2015|04:16 am]


The best way is not to fight it, just go.
Don't be trying all the time to fix things.
What you run from only stays with you longer.
When you fight something,
you only make it. stronger.



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Backtrack [Nov. 26th, 2009|12:47 am]
[Current Mood | drained]



My eyes are shutting in a matter of minutes. Life feels like a bore at the moment, EVERYTHING just lost it's appeal to me. But I love today's shopping spree! Met Breast after school and town/mall hopped.
Splurged 100bux at Zara kids for a argyle sweater(mini) and a boys plaid shirt. I guess Zara Kids is my next shopping haven. Whooops. Met N for Paranormal Activity and I think I'm damn sadistic! Half of the time as he's covering his eyes, I'm giggling. It's really a crappy movie. I would rather watch Case 39! Can't imagine I actually laugh at horror movies when some random dudes beside me covered their ears. Like duhhhhh.....?

Kinda lazy to elaborate more, but I like the feeling when I know where I'm heading to. At least now I don't have to ponder so much. This is. IT.
Random but yeah, feels like picking up driving soon. And even more random, be a property agent next time. OK, I'm so tired that I'm bullshitting. :)
More tomorrow. Gonna hardcore work for the damn next 4 days. Bless my legs. :) I shall give myself a good break after December!!!!! :< feeling so exhausted nowwwwwwww
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H8 THAT I LOVE YOU SO [Nov. 24th, 2009|01:29 am]
[Current Mood | calm]
[Current Music |Tongue tied]


I guess she's the only one who can tolerate my hurtful thrashings(which meant for her own good), and still continue to love me the very next day. That's what breastie are for. <3 LULT LA SMHKHCP. ^^


My mind is fickle. A moment, I'm all out to expose. A moment, I'm all out to find out what really lies beneath. A moment, I'm all out of hopes. A moment, I'm all out to forget about everything. IS IT REALLY BECAUSE I'M A GEMINI THAT'S WHY? :(
Whatever it is, I hope that my heart won't lead me the wrong way in future. For now, I'll just learn it take things easier and let live. The more you want to believe it, the harder you find it to believe. :) Not only that, you're what you think... sometimes I think I'm looking at a duplicate of me when I'm talking to you. Just too bad that we mind our lives too much, I guess? Till today, everything feels like a facade and I feel like tearing it down. It just feels like we're playing open cards.

SSM tomorrow, follow on by Jamming. Omg life is packed. :( I should be working at IT show this coming Thursday to Sunday. December's to-be-burnt for I'll be working for ALL weekends. But I secretly hope that there's something interesting this Christmas though(now that its posted here, its not that secretive though :x). Goodnight people! I'm so exhausted that tired is already an understatement.

Anyhow, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEEHOW! As if you'll see! But still, I'll have my wishes for you here! ;) I'll wish you have a great celebration later on and meet somebody that is totally just for you. :)

XOXO
Cindy


ps. on side note, feels like writing a song with the theme, "The Chase".
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Seeing clear will be a bad idea [Nov. 22nd, 2009|03:04 am]
[Current Mood | confused]
[Current Music |The Calling - Wherever You'll Be]


I should learn how to draw cautionary lines, all time.


It's quite some time since my head gets occupied with random thoughts. I can stare at a stranger and wonder things about her. I can stare at the clouds and guess what time it will rain. I can stare at older couples and wonder why is it that women always look older/more tired. Today feels like a total random day to start with.
We can't stop ourselves from committing mistakes, if we could... the world wouldn't be such a mess. And we'll never learn without learning through the hard way.

Ssometimes we just need more than our head to get things right. I'm in the state of mind where I just don't feel like caring about anything... don't feel like feeling obliged... don't feel like thinking things in such details... don't feel like giving a damn, basically. It's just me and The Calling song ringing in my head at this very moment.
But well... I'll not reject tartufo ice cream right now.
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