I guess she's the only one who can tolerate my hurtful thrashings(which meant for her own good), and still continue to love me the very next day. That's what breastie are for. <3 LULT LA SMHKHCP. ^^


My mind is fickle. A moment, I'm all out to expose. A moment, I'm all out to find out what really lies beneath. A moment, I'm all out of hopes. A moment, I'm all out to forget about everything. IS IT REALLY BECAUSE I'M A GEMINI THAT'S WHY? :(
Whatever it is, I hope that my heart won't lead me the wrong way in future. For now, I'll just learn it take things easier and let live. The more you want to believe it, the harder you find it to believe. :) Not only that, you're what you think... sometimes I think I'm looking at a duplicate of me when I'm talking to you. Just too bad that we mind our lives too much, I guess? Till today, everything feels like a facade and I feel like tearing it down. It just feels like we're playing open cards.

SSM tomorrow, follow on by Jamming. Omg life is packed. :( I should be working at IT show this coming Thursday to Sunday. December's to-be-burnt for I'll be working for ALL weekends. But I secretly hope that there's something interesting this Christmas though(now that its posted here, its not that secretive though :x). Goodnight people! I'm so exhausted that tired is already an understatement.

Anyhow, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEEHOW! As if you'll see! But still, I'll have my wishes for you here! ;) I'll wish you have a great celebration later on and meet somebody that is totally just for you. :)

XOXO
Cindy


ps. on side note, feels like writing a song with the theme, "The Chase".

I should learn how to draw cautionary lines, all time.